Dear Friend.
Sometimes I forget how much you mean to me. I get so used to having someone by my side constantly and the idea of not having you has never really occurred to me. I always just assume you'll be there for me when I need you. Your name pops up on my phone screen every morning, it's almost like a routine now. I've started to take the things you say and do for granted and I'm sorry for that.
I can't imagine ever saying goodbye to you. Not the simple goodbyes we exchange when you drop me off, or the casual "see ya" I send with you in the hallways. I mean the kind of goodbye where we become more like strangers than best friends. What's going to happen when I don't have you to call at 3am? Who am I going to laugh with until my stomach hurts? Who's going to be the person I want to share every minute of my life with? That's the thing. There is no one else I'd rather spend my days with than you. But now, we don't have a choice. You have to go your way and i have to go yours.
We'll probably stay in touch for the first bit, calling each other multiple times a day. But then we'll both get busy, we'll find other people, create new inside jokes and our lives with get hectic. We'll maybe send each other a quick text every few days. Those days will turn to weeks and then those weeks will turn into months.
This is the part that makes me the saddest. The inevitable truth that we won't always have each other. Something will pull us apart, whether it be time, distance, love....We'll be pulled apart eventually and we'll look back on when we were younger and remember the strongest friendship that has ever been.
Sincerely,
Your Dearest Friend.
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